Tuesday, June 19, 2012

The Wallow Hangover

A two day hangover!!  Or in the case a wallow hangover!  One that could have slipped right into a third day!!  Unlike the usual hangover, a bloody Mary was not the answer to this over indulgence.  The plop plop fizz fizz of Alka Seltzer wouldn't help.  The answer lay in me.  I had to make a conscience effort to move forward.
So after 2 days of dwelling on my losses and the holes in my life I decided enough is enough!  Before I went to bed last night I had a talk with myself, pretty sure my neighbors think I am a nut case, "Self" I said, "pull you head out of your ass and practice what you preach"!  So where to start?
I have recently found that walking is great therapy for my wounded soul.  It is more fun to have a walking buddy most of the time, however sometimes it just needs to be me.  But this morning I felt the need to have a partner.  I controlled my excitement that began when I woke at 5:30, ready to get out and walk, until I thought my friend might not kill me if I texted her to walk with me.  She didn't answer my text so I took it upon myself to walk to her house and knock on her door....ready or not it's time to walk!!  Luckily she was about ready to get up anyway and also ready to get a walk in!
Walking and talking, assuming you can do both at one time, is so great.  The time flies and before you know it you have walked 4+ miles!!!  And the things you catch up on are priceless...lol.  Your body feels great, you mind is refreshed and your friendship is strengthened!  Not bad for a simple little thing like a walk right?
We parted ways with a hug, both feeling accomplished and a sense of self pride.  See simple things do make your life better.  I came in had an iced coffee and my mood couldn't be better.  I am glad I made the choice to get out of the wallow fog and move into the light of life.
Life is indeed good!!  Live it!!