Monday, July 2, 2012

Twists, Turns and WTF's

Wow.  Life can sure twist and turn when you least expect it, sometimes good, sometimes bad and sometimes just leaving you thinking WTF?  LOL
For me it's been WTF?  Not sure what I am supposed to learn what I am supposed to be doing and what is going on?  
Met a man.  He was nice, nice looking, nice smile, nice manners.  We talked, we had lunch.  I asked questions, not impressed with his answers but not offended or put off.  Then he shared info that I was so NOT prepared to hear!  Yeah, he's a no go!!  LOL
I was feeling low and wondering why I get married men and weirdos.  When a dear friend reminded me how far I have come.  A short time ago I would not have turned this guy away.  I would not have told him how I felt.  And I would have ended up hurt and dejected.  Thanks my dear friend for the encouraging words, cause I didn't even see it that way!!  Nice to have my eyes opened in a positive way!
Another dear friend came into town, spent some quality time with me over Saturday and Sunday, and today I feel good about ME!!  
Life is far from where I want it to, but I am still moving forward, still optimistic, still feeling deserving and determined not to give up.  I am here, I am strong and I am loving life!  Life is good!!  LIVE it!!